Black Cherries by W. S. Merwin
Apr. 27th, 2025 04:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
toward summer the young goldfinches
flutter down through the day for the first time
to find themselves among fallen petals
cradling their day's colors in the day's shadows
of the garden beside the old house
after a cold spring with no rain
not a sound comes from the empty village
as I stand eating the black cherries
from the loaded branches above me
saying to myself Remember this
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World Book Day
Apr. 23rd, 2025 12:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
"Read Your Way: Diverse Books for Every Mind"
This theme emphasizes the importance of inclusion and diversity in reading. It encourages readers to explore different voices, perspectives, and cultures through literature, promoting empathy and global understanding.
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Good News
Apr. 23rd, 2025 12:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
What good news have you had recently? Are you anticipating any more? Have you found a cute picture or a video that makes you smile? Is there anything your online friends could do to make your life a little happier?
Insect Apocalypse
Apr. 22nd, 2025 10:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
New paper highlights 500+ interconnected drivers behind global insect decline.
Insects are disappearing at an alarming rate worldwide, but why? Agricultural intensification tops the list of proposed reasons, but there are many other, interconnected drivers that have an impact, according to new research.
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Apr. 22nd, 2025 08:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Quite the opposite of these mixed feelings, I found out that the Transformers: The Movie soundtrack is being repressed in a limited "Unicron" edition and I preordered it immediately despite not yet having replaced my record player.
Haikai Fest: "'The World's Most Popular Spring Flower'"
Apr. 22nd, 2025 06:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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daffodil focus
bell song, valdrome, pheasant's eye
live stained glass glory
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Apr. 22nd, 2025 10:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
( mentions of health issues )
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In job news, something pretty huge and happy-making has happened???
One of the 4 companies I interviewed with has gotten back to me (after like 7 stages) to say they want me to work for them and they'll send me a contract offer in the next few days (which is standard). Fingers crossed, nothing certain until papers are signed etc, but. BUT.
It's been over a year, and finally I have a job offer.
At least one company wants to pay me a decent salary with all the nice perks and everything.
Now, if I had no other offers and was not in the running for any other position, I would take this one IN A HEARTBEAT. I would take it and be SO GRATEFUL.
But since I am still somehow in the process with 3 other companies, I'm in the weird position of mentally wondering which one I'd choose if they were to make me an offer.
Company #2 - I've finished all the interviews, and they're supposed to get back to me tomorrow on whether they want to check my references, which usually takes 1-2 days and is more of a formality. There's good reason to assume that if they say yes to me tomorrow they'll make me an offer next week.
Company #3 - I'm doing my final interview with them on Thursday, a big presentation, and after that they'll let me know if they're interested, no reference checks. If they want me they'll just make an offer.
Company #4 - the actual company of my heart, that all other considerations aside I would probably choose to work for because I love their product so much - I'm doing my final interview with them on Monday (next week). Of course they have the WORST HR process, so I actually have no idea what their next step is and whether there's something else they'll want to do before deciding yay/nay after Monday.
Now I'm mostly stressed because Company #1, that's already told me they want me, will probably try to pressure me to finalize a contract with them before Company #4 has a chance to decide whether they want me, sigh.
All of these potential roles are so good. None of them are "I can live with that" compromises. All of them are amazing, it's more a question of specific types of amazing, and of course I ideally want the combination that works best for me.
It is utterly surreal to be in this position after a year and 2 months of being unemployed. UTTERLY SURREAL.
But you know, maybe all the other companies will reject me and only Company #1 will remain, which will still be perfectly fine and even great.
Or maybe I somehow manage to fuck up this whole thing and will be left with nothing ////o\\\\ IDK it's just too good to be true at the moment.
Phew. Deep breath. The next 2 weeks will be continued stress, especially since I have a big presentation on Thursday and on Monday, but then... then. I don't know. Maybe, just maybe. *fingers crossed*
Birdfeeding
Apr. 22nd, 2025 02:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I fed the birds. I've seen several sparrows and house finches, two brown-headed cowbirds, a mourning dove, and two fox squirrels.
I put out water for the birds.
EDIT 4/22/25 -- We went out shopping. I picked out roughly 5 flats of plants at DeBuhr's. We found a garden hose, nozzle, and reel plus a gas can at Home Depot. Also at Home Depot I spotted a modular garage storage system that looks very promising. It has mounting rails for shelves and a wide variety of hooks. That ought to combine well with a pegboard.
EDIT 4/22/25 -- I planted a 'Sugar Snack' cherry tomato and a 'Yellow Pear' tomato in the large pots by the septic garden, each with 4 marigolds around it.
As it is getting dark, I am done for the night.
Costume Bracket: Round 3, Post 16
Apr. 22nd, 2025 06:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
( Outfits below the Cut )
Vote for your favourite of these costumes. Use whatever criteria you please - most practical, most outrageously spacey, most of its decade!
Voting will remain open for at least a week, possibly longer!
Costume Bracket Masterlist
Images are a mixture of my own screencaps, screencaps from Lost in Time Graphics, PCJ's Whoniverse Gallery, and random Google searches.
I'll actually be pretty sad when tumblr dies
Apr. 22nd, 2025 07:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I know we're all joking about the curse finally lifting but it's the only "modern" social media site I get genuine enjoyment out of. And for all that I prasie dreamwidth and mastodon to every fandom person I meet, there's a kind of visual fandom experience that only tumlblr is- I can't even say "optimized for," as tumblr is not optimized for anything. Mostly gif gazing. TikTok is for videos and Instagram is for carousels. Fanartists will migrate to even more inhospitable lands but I have survived that before. But where will I go to have narrative parallels highlighted via gifset juxtaposition? Where will I be graced with the sight of my blorbo covered in blood like I am graced by a freshly bloomed flower on my morning walk? Are you telling me I'll have to rewatch my shows??? Unthinkable.
(Not that I think tumblr doesn't have the addictive and enshittified social media features. I've looked up by an hour-long tumblr session with the same kind of malaise tiktok scrolling gives me, but overall the good has always outweighed the bad.)
Palestinian Speculative Fiction Reading List
Apr. 22nd, 2025 12:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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Apr. 21st, 2025 08:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Outside of work... I have a lot of feelings about the passing of the pope. I don't have a lot of love to lose for Francis. He covered up heinous acts just like everyone else at the Vatican and he certainly wasn't free of ignorance or prejudice. But he also made the Church a more welcoming, even safer place for many queer/LGBT+ people and led their families along a path of understanding and acceptance. He offered apologies to indigenous people for the crimes committed against them by the Church. He spoke up for immigrants. He called out the Palestinian genocide for what it is and was on the phone almost nightly with a Christian parish there, to offer solidarity and comfort. And his stance on the matter did not go unnoticed by Catholics or other Christian communities in the West.
More than anything, I'm concerned for what his replacement might bring. No matter what any of us have to say about Francis as a person, his role as a figure of authority carried a great weight and, for all his most significant flaws, he was moving the Church down a more progressive road. There's a reason the most noxious-- and obnoxious-- right-wingers railed so hard against him. The significance of having even a relatively leftist pope in power in the current political and social climate should not be understated. And the potential fallout of the Church taking a hard right turn should not be dismissed. I've seen the list of papal candidates and, uh. I'm largely not favorably impressed, lemme tell ya. Over one hundred of the one hundred and thirty-five cardinals who will vote to confirm the new pope were appointed by Francis, so there is some hope, but I'll be doing my own praying on the matter until we see that white smoke.
Photos: Cookie Jar Terrarium Part 1: Setup
Apr. 21st, 2025 10:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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Haikai Fest: "Circadian Cueing"
Apr. 21st, 2025 08:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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even single cells
know the daytime sync and sleep
for wake tomorrow
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